Thank you So Much!

It's been long hours and grueling weeks but I'm happy to announce that I am over half finished with my very first novel! I want to thank everyone who has been here supporting me, and I can't wait for the not so far off day I can announce it's release! Thank you for your patience and support!

P.S. as with any good story there have been changes made throughout the process of actually writing the story. This includes the two main characters names. I will post more on this later, but trust me when I say you will still LOVE it! Sometimes you don't write the story so much as the characters tell you what to write! :)

Been a while :)

It's been a while since I've posted anything here. I've been extremely busy writing :) So I thought I'd leave a little something to show for it. Enjoy! :)

She turned away from me, just like I'd always known she would. I was everything John Fisher had told me I was that last fateful night when I was ten years old. I should have quit fighting back then. I was weak and worthless. I definitely didn't deserve anything as pure and beautiful as Kaelynn. I didn't deserve to linger in the haze of love that infected everything she touched. That seeped through my pores as she ran her fingers over my chest. The only question left running through my mind was whether or not I could continue living without her. She deserved better, without a doubt, but could I even consider the blind fog and piercing pain that now inhibited my soul as living?

"Choose a job you love and you will never have to work a day in your life." Confucius

Going to be another busy day, writing, shopping, and a baby shower for a friend later. A busy, yet exciting day ahead. So I want to leave one question out there, and I hope for some responses. If you knew something, about your best friend, that could negatively impact their current relationship. Would you keep the secret, or feel the need to let them know?

"My angel with her dirty wings, she used to make me smile, But she kept all of her secrets locked inside"

Oh Cameron, sigh 

"She froze in place as her eyes locked on me, and her cheeks turned bright red. She looked like a deer in headlights, unsure as to whether she should move closer or run as fast as she could. Logically I knew she should turn around and run as far away from me as possible. If she was a deer then I was a fucking wolf, and I was starving. It was that selfish, starving, part of me that had me walking over to her."

"Everyone Wants to Get Famous, Nobody Wants to Put the Work In."

Work, Work, Work. That's the schedule for today. I have some changes I want to make to the blog, and then writing the rest of the day. Sorry if I don't get back to you right away, I'll be lost in my own little world for most of it. Wish me luck. :)

Okay I give :) A little taste of the good stuff ;) Meet Kaelynn's best friend Bree :)

“So,” Bree’s gaze slid over me, taking in the rumpled appearance of my pale blue summer dress and tan heels. Yes, I was still in what I’d worn to work that morning. “Have you seen him yet?”

 “Him, meaning who?” Now I was confused, I thought this little meet up was about Trevor.

 “The owner. I've heard he’s gorgeous. Like drop your panties and ride his face gorgeous.” I laughed, loudly, feeling my cheeks burn, and Bree joined me. She sure did have a way with words.
 

Just a little peek :-)

Here is just a small peek into my new novel :) Enjoy :)


"He tossed me on to his bed and I squealed in laughter before his body covered mine and a moan escaped from somewhere deep in my throat when his lips kissed along my neck. His hands were roaming over my legs, skating just at the edge of my panties, but going no further. “I want you so bad.” He groaned into the side of my neck. "I've never wanted anything so much."  I heard a small whimper escape me. My body was on fire and I wanted him too. More than anything."

In the Zone :)

“For one, she isn't like Katie, Heather, Lacy, Megan, Valarie, I could go on but I think you’re getting the point. She’s not going to be cool with you hooking up with her sometimes and someone else later. She would want the dreaded “R” word, or worse, the dreaded “C” word.”

 I punched him this time. “Yeah you’re right, not my type. Unless I could convince her to see things my way, I can be very persuasive.” 

Adam just nodded then stood. “Good luck with that dude. I grew up with this girl, and I can count on one hand the number of relationships she’s had.”

 He held up three fingers and I felt my stomach tighten. She’s only dated three guys? Well fuck. Those odds really weren't in my favor. 

“Now, if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to go fuck my girlfriend.” He smirked as he drew the word out. Then much to my amusement he walked to the kitchen and threw Bree over his shoulder, caveman style. She yelped and punched at his back, but he just turned and walked to his room, slamming the door behind him. 

"'Cause when the daylight bends I'll follow you And if the pavement ends I'll drive it off the road When the daylight bends I'll follow you wherever you go Wherever you go"

Losing my mind in some Ron Pope and writing! If you haven't heard of Ron Pope you should check him out. His music is amazing! I just added a bunch to my writing playlist! Thinking about doing another small preview later :) Have you met Adam? Of course not, but would you like to? :)

Making Progress

Hey everyone! Sorry I've been a little absent lately. The novel is coming along amazingly, and I am getting over this cold that's plagued me all weekend. More writing today and hopefully the completion of another chapter. Thank you for all of your support, and I can't wait for you to see my first completed novel :) Also I thought I would share my vision for Cameron and Kaelynn :) Think they make a cute couple? :)

Feeling generous :-)

"If you were smart, you'd turn that pretty little ass around, and get as far away from me as possible." His fingers traced over my bottom lip as he spoke, only heightening the disire I already felt.
"Why would I ever walk away from you? How could I? You consume me." He shook his head subtly as if in denial of my words.
"Because if you don't, I will destroy you." The cold look that crossed his face was a complete contradiction to the heat still coursing through me at his touch.
"I'm not afraid of you." This made a wicked half smile pull at the corner of his lips and the desire in his brilliant green eyes was darker then I'd ever seen before.
"Oh Kae... You really should be."

Just curious?

What would you do if you were meeting a guy for the first time, and you're really into each other, but then you found out he had been sexual with someone else just moments before? Really interested in responses on this one ladies. :)

And it just keeps getting better :-)

Got a lot of writing done today and am feeling a little like sharing :-) just a small peek. :-)
"He stood with his back to me, his broad shoulders pulling tightly against his black t-shirt, hell bent on driving me crazy. He turned to face me and that lopsided grin I loved so much was there, just for me. I smiled back and stood on tip toe to press a kiss to the corner of his mouth. His hands captured my hips and, quickly, he had me pushed against the wall. My soft, sweet kiss, became ravishing, and aggressive, and raw. Just like him."
Feedback is always wanted :-) More to come :-) and yes I'm saving all the really good stuff :-)

Getting in the mood

Turning on some Matt Nathanson and getting some writing done!

Demons within

I looked through the looking glass and what did I see? I saw a monster reflected at me. A stranger's eyes, a stranger's stare. A soulless monster with nothing to fear. His grin was wicked, his eyebrow rose. I stared at the monster, my skin prickled and froze. His eyes were black, his hair the same. I saw his lips move to form my name. My soul was his, and his was mine. There's no way to fight this monster, because he's buried inside.